omg mavis is damn funny  i love all our msn convos.

oh i still remember how yingjun and i were talking about relationships, love and dating nonsense during our math in chem lecture. SHE'S SO FARNY, such a skeptic!!! she's totally going to be like one of those hermione granger in fanfics who has everything in her life planned out, and obviously there was no time for love. but then one fateful day she'll just find herself so passionately in love somehow. HAHAHA I LAUGH!

and i've watch avatar with my parents in 3D and it's so damn awesome - totally on par with LOTR in my brain. i kind of cried though  humans are just retarded la ok, killing their Mother Earth. and my mum said the portrayal of the americans in the movie was just like what they did during the vietnam war. true.

but then we sat so front and the screen was so wide i couldn't focus my eyes at all, so when some ghost image came out during the ads i couldn't even process fast enough to be scared. and GV always freezes, ugh.

anyway, sitting next to lilian during SNAPP was one of the greatest things ever. omg, i laughed so much.

workshop faciliator: write down 3 characteristics you'd wish for in your future spouse
lilian writes intelligence and some word that i can't quite remember!
lilian: what did you write ah? (peeks) oh ok. (ponders)
lilian writes WTF.

diaoz! then of course her reply to the question about 'who should put his/her arm around the other first, the guy or the girl?' was an epic display of throwing both shoes onto the floor  and of course she was one of the few who saw the ginormous armpit sweat stain when the facilitator raised his arms. plus a tonne of other funny stuff!

volunteering at pathlight has been really fun and fulfilling! i'm really glad anna asked me to join. when i told ziqi that i thought savanna (or at least that's what i think her name is) likes skinship she LOL-ed so badly. and chubby ben was so cute and such a happy little boy! yay totally love kids.

it's weird but my fingers were like twitching today :X

speaking of which, my piano teacher said i had no musicality

and going to ziqi's house to watch random videos and laugh loudly was quite enjoyable albeit short, and cooking the ramen plus korean pizza and dumplings were fun!!! her sister was very funny cos when i was having my record 4 hour phone call with ziqi, she overheard me saying that 2pm had no personal talents other than for like junsu, so she kept insulting dbsk. hahaha! but it's ok since i kind of have an apathetic attitude towards them now. HURRY COME BACK PLEASE THOUGH 

btw, shinee is having an autograph session!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! charmaine said, "I CAN IMAGINE YOU BOUNCING UP AND DOWN. x)" hahaha yay  that's 2 of my favourite kpop artistes finally coming to singapore already. hello people, we're now part of asia!

omg i can imagine taemin, onew and key looking up and smiling at me after he signs my album  CUTENESS EXPLOSION ~

oh and i have found the song that i've been searching for years!!! thank you terry

i can't really imagine what life like in jc will be for me this year. with the number of things i want to take on and accomplish, mavis called me an overachiever  so basically i expect it to be jam-packed and absolutely horrid. but hopefully i will be able to stay true to my reasons for doing them and my sense of purpose will make me feel invigorated!

haha i think my ahma very funny. before my sister flew off then she called to ask my daddy to buy tauhuay and something else, but he conveniently wasn't at home, so she told me!

ahma: 叫你的爸爸买豆花和____
me: orh (desperately trying to memorise the pronounciation of the 2nd thing)
ahma: 豆花懂吗？
me: 懂!
ahma: ___ leh?
me: err 不懂
ahma: WAH PEH!!!

 haha sorry i don't speak dialect leh :/

oh and i was very fascinated with this and bren says she wants to try with me!!! yay

i just finished reading The Children of Hurin by J.R.R Tolkien and i really hate the start of his books which always start off with the need for long introductions to the million and one characters and places (which i can never remember). but it awes me that the history of his books are so rich, with it's own language and all! and the book is very very interesting too despite me disliking the main character for his utter conceitedness and well, the sick, depressing end of the children. i thought they'd just, like, die. which they did! but not before their souls were tortured and all.

esther falling sick on that day! and not going for chuiguan chalet made it a little of a sad affair for bean and i because we couldn't do what we set out to accomplish, like karaoke kpop songs and have our fascinating talk sessions in esther-lingo haha. oh the room at ecp was miserable too, with a terribly gross toilet and a teeny room with two joined single beds. but it was fun cycling with jenny and singing songs along the way!  and then talking and playing lame games to decide bathroom ranking with yingbao and jenny at night by the sea  the barbacue, eating pao mian and having seniors talk was quite fun though i escaped upstairs to talk to the juniors for awhile. sleeping was painful.

esther's smses make me laugh alot

tribune chalet was awesome fun like always! a pity i missed last year's :/ went to miranda's house in the morning and helped her complete all her notes while shiying yelled over the phone at us. got there and played station games. cool claire, chewlin and annabelle were not only group 2 but also CCA! then we had our barbacue where the sec 4s were treated like queens  and then song-singing, batch gifts. karen and miranda cried, so cute. then we watched awesome movies like the dark night and stardust and talked ourselves to sleep. breakfast at macs and a morning of asshole taiti!

the tribune chalet made me feel many things, firstly being that things were really in the hands of the next batch and they were truly capable and everything was in safe hands. they've been helping us for a really long time too, and now they are receiving the credit they deserve.

another thing was that both chalets required people to help start the barbacue fire!! plus there was an overwhelming feeling of regret. regret that i hadn't had the chance or taken the time to get to know these lovely people better. it's a pity that i would truly miss only a few out of the many, that i couldn't remember all their names, that i received generic notes. and i only have myself to blame. it also made me feel that i have not done much for tribune and that is something i always will regret. the same goes for co too. the fact that i sort of chose to do so does not make things any better. i'm sorry batchmates, very very sorry.

i will miss you all the most, you know? (+ bean & esther)